Born A Cynic

by Weatherstate

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1.
Ghost 03:38
Making no sense of it all, Like the poison that runs through these walls Watch my body break down at the thought of your call Make me feel like I’m nothing at all It’s nice to know you cared, But that won’t ever get me anywhere And I care more about the times, When I was young enough to feel Though it gets hard enough, I just don’t feel like giving up without you here Just Killing Time, and I’ll play it over every night and I will never get this right Will you try, to sever all the empty ties beneath my sorry state of mind I’ll wait around to watch you keep on holding on, while you torture me and tell me that I’m wrong It’s nice to know you cared, But that shit won’t ever get me anywhere Just Killing Time, and I’ll play it over every night and I will never get this right Will you try, to sever all the empty ties beneath my sorry state of mind Beneath my sorry state of mind Send my condolences to God, cause I’m already dead And I would probably settle down but I’m stuck in my head I’m just a mirror of a Ghost sometimes Born a Cynic, not a saint, and I will go down swinging
2.
Brain Dead 03:17
When life gets harder, and the voices scream inside your head Don’t hyperventilate just take your pills instead I won’t make up my mind, cause all my apathy takes so much time Yeah I’ve got has-been habits, but you might as well enjoy the ride Maybe I don’t care who I wanna be, you know it never really mattered to me Rip out your soul, cause all your ignorance takes so much toll But Maybe I don’t care who I wanna be, you know it never really mattered to me Flex another moral instead, it won’t sink in, It Wont I’ve tried so many times, to make a living but we’re all just born to die it’s not so optimistic, way out of college but that never helped fix it It’s not dumb, to feel it’s out of your hands And I’ll try, to make amends where I can But don’t hold your breath this time I’m gonna beat myself up until I fall off by the way side Maybe I don’t care who I wanna be, you know it never really mattered to me Rip out your soul, cause all your ignorance takes so much toll But Maybe I don’t care who I wanna be, you know it never really mattered to me Flex another moral instead, it won’t sink in, It Wont
3.
Barely Human 03:56
I think ill call it off today, one more Week is all that’s left of us so not like it would matter anyway You say you’re down but not enough to make you stay Don’t watch me as I choke on my goodbyes No I wont meet you in the end, some things they don’t make sense Im barely Human now, Found I’m better off with sinking deep in my own stomping ground Now I know what it feels like to live in my head Ive been giving up for years, I won’t think about a word you ever said So go to hell, cause it gets lonely here sometimes, So go to hell with it The feeling passed about a half an hour ago I can’t recall a day that I have felt much worse Said my goodbyes, to the ones that never tried, whilst they wrap around my neck so tight So when you go, down write back. Ill be grateful for that Wasting my own precious time, on things that we all leave behind I’m barely Human now, Found I'm better off with sinking deep in my own stomping ground Now I know what it feels like to live in my head I’ve been giving up for years, I won’t think about a word you ever said So go to hell, cause it gets lonely here sometimes, and I can meet you while I further my decline A little help along the way, cause it has never been a good ride You wouldn’t wait a single day for me, so now I’ll wait whilst you fade to a memory Give it all away. Waste another day
4.
Rotten Lungs 01:50
'cause now you can't say that you're alone, and nothing changes when you don't pick up the phone. and now you're ticking like a time-bomb, and it’ll go wrong, nothing's ever beat a broken home. and you're way above the rest, but you're cynical at best. they say you've been sleeping half the night to get your head screwed on but you've got nowhere to run diggin in your heels and forgetting how to feel's not the only feeling that you've ever loved WOAAHH diggin in your heels and forgetting how to feel's not the only feeling that you've ever loved I'm not around to drag you down, when you wake up you're safe and sound. You're not around to drag me down, the weight will pull me under
5.
Arteries 03:20
Cause im dumb, call it what you want its killing me I lie awake in bed at night but it just works right for me It’s no fun, living with false security When I can spin another lie and watch the world pass easily The drugs wont work at all, they’re just chemicals Spun out and comatosed I Think im burning out now, ill never calm down Up in my room im safe and sound Cause a little bit of Self-Doubt, Is what Im all about, im never coming down So ill burst another Artery, and go another round So I’m never burning out now, until I calm down, im never coming round And I know, its better to console, but my mind would overdose It helps to tie me over, and its nice to know That all my best friends, they’ll come around Confused, Content, but freak me out, My best made plans can wait another day I Think im burning out now, ill never calm down Up in my room im safe and sound Cause a little bit of Self-Doubt, Is what Im all about, im never coming down So ill burst another Artery, and go another round So I’m never burning out now, until I calm down, im never coming round Making up for everyone’s another fault of mine I can hardly argue with the ones I leave behind
6.
Sympathy 02:23
I feel contagious. Im dying more everyday Ive never had much fun kicking up a fuss yeah anyway Ill let it wreck my mind but im not giving up Took enough time for the penny to drop I never mind my own company When you’re all alone its safer than it seems Collate my thoughts around my head, and beat them out instead Cause they’ll never be much Sympathy when you control your company If we cant get along, then why am I so cold I know I make it harder on myself And you can make a note, of every word I’ve wrote then hope I go and throw it all away And that’s okay, and honestly Collate my thoughts around my head, and beat them out instead Cause they’ll never be much Sympathy when you control your company
7.
Medicate 03:25
Is it evident, the way I always compromise my health I’ve been so near to thinking clear I don’t care for no one else Im on top of it, and I can always medicate myself And I won’t stop until I get caught, so I guess that this cements it My eyes feel brighter when im inside, your smile keeps sobering up Ive been told im comatosed and life is what you make it Vacant inside tear my heart apart and stitch up my eyes Im my own worst enemy sometimes but Ill be fine if I sit and pass the time So sick of feeling dumb and being blind And im losing my mind And it never ends, ive been a burden now for far too long 15 years of thinking clear and brain dead at 21 But ill never quit, I know I always seem to bite my tongue All we do is talk it through but I never meant to vent it My eyes feel brighter when im inside, your smile keeps sobering up Ive been told im comatosed and life is what you make it Vacant inside tear my heart apart and stitch up my eyes Im my own worst enemy sometimes but Ill be fine if I sit and pass the time So sick of feeling dumb and being blind If im losing my mind I might as well try To have a long term better plan, and know that I can make my own decisions even if I cant Its been years since ive been thinking straight, pick me up and motivate She said, its been a long time coming but you’ve fucked it up again
8.
Emma-Lynn 03:31
Face it, it’s over now I’ve been a long Six months, I’ve worked it out somehow I wouldn’t change it, though its as bad as its ever been I’ll never go and settle down, it don’t sound so interesting Maybe I’m getting by, and maybe that’s just fine I’ll wait around while you talk about the guys Emma-Lynn, so why you gotta get inside my head again I hope it hurts to know that I’m alright here in the end You’re probably better of dead, inside my head You always said, I was a let-down you were wrong And I would have bite my tongue It doesn’t matter what im into, too much of you is never good enough but i.. Maybe I don’t want to talk about goodbyes, or how you miss me Emma-Lynn, so why you gotta get inside my head again I hope it hurts to know that I’m alright here in the end Emma-Lynn. So why you gotta go and play the pessimist Im old enough to know that im not getting over it And you need this too, you always do Maybe I don’t want to talk about goodbyes, or how you miss me Emma-Lynn, so why you gotta get inside my head again I hope it hurts to know that I’m alright here in the end Emma-Lynn. So why you gotta go and play the pessimist Im old enough to know that im not getting over it
9.
Sometimes I lie around and I can barely feel my face I’m sick and tired of always being the guy to put me in my place Better yet don’t forget That nothing matters if you try Quick fix, yeah you already know that I just can’t bare to go slow Give me a little bit of time and I will hold it up against you And you’ll find, that all the time im mostly miserable at best My food is getting cold, im told my thoughts would get me out this mess Show me a better way to feel and I’ll work it out To fuel the fire in my veins and cure my doubts Put to rest all the thoughts in my head Do you ever get the feeling somethings wrong? Better yet don’t forget That nothing matters if you try Quick fix, yeah you already know that I just can’t bare to go slow Give me a little bit of time and I will hold it up against you And someday, you’ll be sleeping alone, but I just cant bare to go slow Give me a little bit of time and I will hold it up against you Make it out alive
10.
Rented Space 02:38
You made it clear, you played your hand the other night No way back, I must have been out of sight You’re too far gone from all the places you call home But that’s the way it is, I’d rather die here alone The Hardest Part, is never giving up If you’re a diamond in the rough, then I don’t feel like coming up Same sound, so overrated. I won’t Participate in Think back to when we got along, like I anticipated Take time to work out the flaws, and I can isolate it You’re losing touch with everyone you used to know Jet Black Heart and you’ve got nothing to show And for my peace of mind, I hope you’ll be just fine Cause that’s the way itll be, and ive got nothing to hide The Hardest Part, is never giving up If you’re a diamond in the rough, then I don’t feel like coming up Same sound, so overrated. I won’t Participate in Think back to when we got along, like I anticipated Take time to work out the flaws, and I can isolate it We all have the choices to make in our lives No looking back from the dead 9 to 5 Words from the mouth that you rented Am I the only one? If you’re a diamond in the rough, then I don’t feel like coming up Same sound, so overrated. I won’t Participate in Think back to when we got along, like I anticipated Take time to work out the flaws, and I can isolate it
11.
Cynic 02:52
Cause I feel sick, Sick to death of all I’ve heard it all before, to wake up in the worlds enough but I just want more Uncomfortable at times, and barely getting by To put it down to luck is half the reason I get stuck Yeah we don’t talk about the weather much these days I’m not young or dumb enough to argue anyway Or I wouldnt care enough to try Cause im a wreck I swear I don’t fit in, im losing touch with everything tonight I feel numb, Scared of what’s to come And making up for everything and everyone I’ve hurt along the way is no fun It’s hard enough to try, to be the bigger guy When wasted opportunities are playing on my mind Yeah we don’t enough about the world these days I’m not young or dumb enough to argue anyway Or I wouldn’t care enough to try Cause I’m a wreck I swear I don’t fit in, I’m losing touch with everything Smoke clears up inside my head, I promise I won’t feel a thing again Yeah we don’t enough about the world these days I don’t give a fuck enough to argue anyway And ill never care enough to try Cause I’m a wreck I swear I don’t fit in, I’m losing touch with everything Smoke clears up inside my head, I promise I won’t feel a thing again

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released May 10, 2019

Produced, mixed and mastered by Neil Kennedy

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